IT FEELs GOOD TO BE BAD
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I am,what I am,
And about this f***** world I don't give damn.
What I like to do and say,
Is the nastiest things,in the nicest way.
I will meet you with a grin,
But in no time your griefs will begin.
Whenever you feel happy and elated,
Just meet me and your joys will be deleted.
To believe that wisdom is the way to rule,
You would have to be an eternal fool.
I dream to sail on forbidden seas and land on barbarian coast,
Trust me,I shall never cease to boast.
I have none of the vitues you admire,
What everyone thinks,I really don't care.
But I do have all the vices you dislike,
Just hate me,for I know you cannot like.
When you face me,don't you dare run away,
For I will ensure,you won't live to fight for another day.
Believe me,"Thou naughty knave",
I will chase you to your grave.
If you thought, I was calm and serene,
Be assured,there's plenty of me yet unseen.
There's nothing as sweet as revenge,
Come out of your shell and try it for a change.
I don't believe in fate,
And if you do,you would only add to the list I hate.
Be the master of your fate and the captain of your soul,
To think of anything else,you would have to be a real asshole.
I will blow you apart like a wind,
And there won't be any traces left behind.
So good or bad,foul or fair,
I will drown you into a sea of despair.



METAMORPHOSIS
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The conclusion has been reached,
My faith will no longer be breached.
I have killed a part of me,
Even though it begged on its knee.
In my own hands I held the knife,
Unhesitatingly, I snatched away its life,
It smiled till its breath,
Crestfallen, at its sudden death.
The cenotaph had been built,
And I stood there concealing my guilt.
While I was performing the last rite,
I decided to account for my plight-
“Fair play at some point was feasible,
Now it seems impossible.
No,I am not sorry,
But foul play is necessary.
Yes, the shackles have been broken,
I have embarked on the path,alone and forsaken.
Where it will lead me,I cannot tell,
Perhaps I would be ascending to hell.
I will be going for eternal glory,
Even if the journey is bloody and gory.
I will hunt down success by any means,
For, I have committed the unforgivable sins.
I have slaughtered and the earth incarnadine,
Oblivious that the blood spilt was mine.
I would search for name and fame,
To cover up for my deep-rooted shame.
I am no longer affected by emotion and tears,
I have overcome all the fears.
In the end,I would be consumed by my own flame,
So, there would be none to blame.
As I die,
Beneath the grave I silently lie,
I would be remembered for the wrong reason,
For anarchy and treason.
But as I look beyond the horizon,
It seems to be an outcome I had always known.
To this mortal world I would be a stranger,
For I will be the devil’s messenger.



NO,YOU DON’T KNOW ME
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I have put on a mask to conceal,
The emotions I feel but fear to reveal.
You perhaps don’t even realize,
Time and again I have hidden behind lies.
But in your presence,
In your calm and soothing essence.
My self-built prison walls tremble,
They weaken but are yet to crumble.
I am captive to my own fears,
I keep on dodging the challenges as well as the jeers.
I am haunted by my own imagination,
I imprison myself and suffer from frustration.
My false show of complacence,
Helps to hide my gullible innocence.
My undaunted fearlessness,
Is nothing but pretence,
Only you can shatter the ever-concealing ever-changing mask,
Don’t worry, for I shall never ask.
I don’t care if its too late,
I have begun to retaliate.
My suffering shall be my cure,
I will derive the strength to endure.
In this darkest hour, my soul is slowly replenished,
A few breaths are left, nah! I am not yet finished.
Oh! Please don’t stop my tears,
Don’t tend to my blood smears.
For when the tears are outside and the mind is reeling,
I know that the insides are healing.
Yeah! I am strong now, I can cry,
I’ll go for it, just one last try.
Don’t tell me, how its all gonna end,
Will I live or with the EARTH blend??
I just wish to fell the unexpected pain,
I just hope to die reminiscing your name.



LOVE TO LIVE
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I feel terribly empty
Oh! On my self I have pity There’s an awful void
Its something I can’t avoid
In my agony I shall burn
Turn to ashes and rest in an urn
For I loved,not expecting any return
In this life or next, I shall have my turn
It was true love, not infatuation
No, it wasn’t a momentary fascination
I loved her without reason
Always knowing I wasn’t the one chosen
She was already committed
I didn’t propose, yet was rejected
Perhaps I was too late
All I can do is regret at my sealed fate
There’s a pain,that I can’t explain
I am not insane,yet wlaking down a blind lane
Heading for a dead end
But I want her to remain as a friend
Whenever she’s in despair
I want her to know I will be there
From dawn to dusk
In her thoughts I want to bask
For me, she doesn’t care
Yet, I am grateful to her
She was like a serene dove
Who made me fall in love
She made me realize
The lows with the highs
Today there is no joy, only sorrow
But now I understand, there will be a better 2morrow
There would be someone, I know not her name
My wild soul she will tame
Its gonna happen,I am certain
I will wake up and write again
GOODBYE TILL THEN…………..

LOVE TO HATE
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I stood by the wild sea shore
LOVE wasn't everything,there was much more.

"You had made the promise long ago,
How could u now ask to 'let go'.
As u said goodbye,
ALL the"HOPE" left did die.

After all these years,
U have given me nothing but tears.
I loved u,yeah that was my mistake,
LIke shatterd glass my heart did break.
No matter how much i tried to put it together,
The bleeding crack would never disappear.
It was a perpetual wound,
But u were nowhere to be found.

OH your elusive love was my nemesis,
But now i don't give a fish.
Loved enough,its time to hate,
Don't give a fuckin damn about any fate.
Lets see whether u too feel the pain,
Or REMAIN COLD HEARTED AND unaffected again."




(IN NEED OF A TITLE:PLZ SUGGEST)
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I met her during the rains
Her memory still remains
I fell for her at first sight
My fancies had taken a flight
Our relationship grew fast
Although now it’s a thing of the past
Not knowing what was in store for our fate
I was soon on my first date
I hoped to love her forever
But have failed drastically in my endeavor
Those who say “love is blind”
Perhaps have lost their mind
Coz to me it was too unkind
She ditched me from behind
Having done what I always used to dread
She left me alone and fled
Today she’s no longer near
But still “I do care”
She passes by while I silently see
Whispering to myself “my heart still bleeds for thee”
My love for her was beyond measure
I had rather have my soul freed from her seizure
True love is like a ghost
Of which all of us can boast
But has been seen only by a fortunate few
And experienced by none I ever knew
It was better to have loved and lost
No matter whatever did it cost
Than to have never loved at all
At least now there would be moments to recall
With each passing moment my heart slowly dies
Tears are oozing out of my eyes
Oh god!! How can I write anymore lies!!!


GOODBYE
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End or beginnings
Nah!! There are no such things
For the earth is round
Beginning or end
Can never be found
As I bid adieu
As I say goodbye to you
Don’t cry bcoz its over
The farewell is not forever
Smile bcoz it happened
No way this is not the end
I remember each moment
I enjoyed the torment
Ami crying or is it just the rain
We’ll meet somehow don’t know when
I made the choice to go,couldn’t stand the pain
Time to shed one last tear and smile again
Its all said and done
The journey had been fun
Through odds and ends
We have been friends
Unlike you, I have poured out my heart
But now, its time for us to part!!!!!!!!

my last poem(UNLESS U GUYS WANT TO B MORE BORED!!)

THE SINNER
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By teaching me to hate
U have doomed your own fate
U made me pick up the knife
Against the very people who were my life
The blood is still flowing and turning my world red
I wish I was strong enough to kill myself instead
U always attacked from behind
The wounds u made were so unkind
The wounds which will never heal
The pain of which u too will feel
Love has become a myth
My world has turned into a barren heath
Hatred looms large over the horizon
Life is no longer moving on
But I had to turn this world into a living hell
To strike in your coffin, the final nail
I wait beneath the starless night
Fearing the blinding light
The light which will turn me to ashes
The light which deepens my wounds and gashes
I wish that the moon
Won’t drift away so soon
I must act now
Finally I know what to do and how
I can no longer chastise my past
Time to commit one more sin, the very last
Death is the price we all pay for living
It is the price u will pay for being unforgiving
While u r still alive
I can no longer survive
It has to be either me or you
For the world is too small for both the two
Your death shall be my redemption
Its my only way to salvation
But before that I need to know why
You shunned the truth and took refuge in the lie